The world ….

This became a burden in my life , for so long I fought and fought side by side with this sickness showing no mercy for defeat, depression and PTSD 😭 my enemies in disguise! These battles become exhausting on so many levels, levels where someone says she is fine , she smiling and living a normal life, wait please correct the image y’all have on my life , lets image myself at night , now those are the most deadly times for me to be alone because my inner demons lurk over my body waiting for me to pull the fucken trigger to the gun or cut my wrist till they thirst for my blood!!!!!!!!!! Yet, everyone sees only a smile and a kind hearted girl with a hidden agenda 🤦🏽‍♀️